HOMECOMING

FINALLY homecoming is here!!! My heart was pounding as I was getting ready for Nate to come and get me. I was beyond scared. I don't think I had ever been this scared before. My stomach hurt and my heart never stopped pounding. Especially when he knocked on my door. 

Nate looked so amazing! Holy if I could go back in time to when he picked me up I would. His suit looked so good on him and I swear he couldn't have gotten any more perfect. His cologne he was wearing smelled so good and he had this little smirk the whole time I was trying to pin the rose on his vest. Ugh..haha I've always been awful at that. But he seriously walked through my door and was the man of my dreams. A very tall handsome well dressed boy. His eyes were so beautiful and he has the longest eyelashes o have ever seen. I was speechless. 

The very first thing he said when he walked in was, "you look so good" and once again my heart started thumping so fast!

I could tell he was nervous as my whole family was sitting on the couch watching us get ready for our dance. This was one of the single best moments of my entire life. I wasn't even that close to Nate at the time, but for some reason it just felt nice and right. I had felt like we had been friends before. I was so pumped to get on the dance floor and hang out with him all night!

We went out to dinner and I was once again nervous. Once everyone had ordered it was SO hard to keep a conversation with Nate. He was being so shy at dinner and I had no idea what to do. I kept thinking that maybe I said something weird or maybe he just wasn't having a good time? It was stressing me out.

Funny story...later down the road Nate told me that the reason he didn't talk very much at dinner was because he had a cold and really needed to cough. Haha He didn't want to cough because then I would have known that he was sick and then in his words I "wouldn't have kissed him" haha 

The dance itself was alright, I'm not a really good dancer and Nate totally knows that too. I am one of the most awkward dancers you will EVER find. It's never been a strong talent of mine. Even though the dance was just your average High School dance, the outdoor movie after the dance definitely made this night ROCK.

We went over to a kids house and watched the old Poltergeist outside on his projector. I was laying next to Nate hoping he would pull a move and hold my hand or cuddle with me. Even though it took forever for him to pull a move, he was really smooth about it when he did. He went inside and got us more pillows and once we were laying down again he hurried and put his arm around me.

WOW. I was in shock. His cologne smelled so good and cuddling with him was one of the happiest parts of my life. I felt like the luckiest girl alive.

DOORSTEP SCENE: Yikes, this one is always weird. I knew I wanted to kiss Nate and everyone kept telling me that Nate wanted to kiss me too. 

So he walks me up to my door and gives me a hug. I say, "I had a really fun night! Thanks so much Nate!" and I don't even know what happened but he looked at me and said "goodnight" so I instantly looked down because I was so nervous! After our hug he walks away... and doesn't kiss me.

I'm not gonna lie, I was really sad. I wanted him to kiss me. I sat on my couch looking out through my blinds wishing he had kissed me. When I looked through my blinds I saw his car lights and wondered why his car was parked in front of my driveway STILL. In my head I was hoping so badly that he would come back and kiss me. 

Suddenly I get this text on my phone saying, "wait come back out" AHHHH he is going to kiss me!! I literally hopped off of the couch and started running outside. He jumped out of his car and met me up in my driveway. His words exactly: "I'm sorry, once I got in my car I regretted not kissing you."  WOW. This was something that should happen in a movie. I was so happy he came back! Our first kiss was magical. It wasn't awkward or weird in any way. It felt like I had kissed him before. 

 I mean it when I say it, this night was perfect.